Ahem...

Can I just tell you how wonderful you all are and how much I love each and every one of you *hugs*

I really appreciate all your help, advice and support. Today went better...of course I sat on the couch for almost the entire day...but she slept for an hour and a half after almost a 2 hours breast feeding session....this afternoon we tried again, but not too much luck. I did give her a bottle, but did the 5seconds on/off thing...she only took about 2 oz. All in all I think she took less than 4oz the entire day (so far) from a bottle/formula.

I guess my solution is to take one day at a time and not bother even discussing it with anyone, because regardless of what I say....they'll have something to say and I'll end up crazier than I already am :-)

That being said.

I cannot tell you all how much I am enjoying A! Don't get me wrong: It isn't easy and it's a lot to do (I honestly don't know...at this point...how people work and have kids or have twins for that matter....I know, you just do what needs to be done). I wish Matt were home more....he's gone first thing and doesn't get home until 7 or 8 at night (sometimes later)...he's tired and ends up on the couch reading while A sleeps on his chest...and I know he has to work all day, so I don't wake him up for anything at night (which I probably should...even if only to give myself a break): However, I'm starting to feel a bit alone in this whole thing.